| Typically boring night |
[11 Sep 2006|04:08pm] |
So I met James last night, and things were just as I expected. I took a pill, which was a stupid idea as usual.
We're always a bit kinky during sex, but last night he hit me so hard I almost passed out. It frightened the pants off me.
I told Helen about it and she was really worried, but to be honest, she was on pills as well so it was difficult to get her to talk any sense.
Mum gave me a lecture on what I should be doing with my life once I leave school.
She seems to want me to go to uni and then get myself some boring as fuck nine to five office job. I wish she'd realise that that's just not me.
Susie
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[10 Sep 2006|11:17pm] |
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Hole - Celebrity Skin |
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So I just got one of these things and I'm not sure what to write.
I'm really tired and hungover today because my best friend Helen dragged me to a house party last night. I always feel a bit socially inept at these gatherings.
Helen has a habit of running off to chat to boys and leaving me to fend for myself. Last night she met some boy and spent the whole night talking to him and ignoring me.
The thing is, that even when she makes me feel excluded, I can't get angry at her because all she has to do is look at me, smile and apologise and I automatically want to forgive her.
Helen just seems to have that effect on people. I wish I had her charisma.
My Mum and Dad are ignoring each other, as usual. I wonder if there was ever a time when they were happy.
Anyway, I've gotta head off because I said I'd meet James. All we ever do is get drunk and have sex. I'm starting to wonder why I bother.
Susie
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